Monday, September 12, 2011

feels good to feel good

woke up this morning feeling incredible... could be becuz i went to bed before 10 last nite... or becuz i been cleansing my body... or becuz im keeping busy at work(s). either way i feel good and im doing my best to spread the feeling. weekend was okay... my days are running together a bit more now. spoke to one of the parents from my bball team i coach. he cant wait for the season to start, they all wanna crucify me becuz of the lack of summer practices, but his boy still loves me. i know im doing something right when a kid i know, only from bball, his dad calls me to tell me that his son loves me and cant wait till the season starts. that makes me know that i aint doing it in vain. i mean granted, there are perks of coaching ;o) but ultimately its about the kids. im so grateful for the opportunity, im so grateful for my boys and the parents that are in their kids lives pushing them to participate and to be something. life is good man, aint got no complaints. enjoy yall day. oh, im gonna be involved in a new column on Etoile's website, coming soon. stay tuned for details!

Thursday, September 8, 2011

fashion's night out! 9-8-11

hey yall! its fashion's night out tonigt in NYC! i will be escorting the very talented alex young to a few spots. we'll be giving away some song downloads, some other merchandise im sure... idk really, i just know im hangin with a bunch of pretty and talented ladies tonight, so fellas u can go ahead and ENVY ME! lol i just got a fresh baldy and already got 2 mosquito bites right on the top #randomthought. smh. didnt research fashion's night out, didnt inquire, just said EFF IT and agreed to go. i imagine im gonna see some clothes, meet some folks, take some pics, make sure alex is safe and hopefully EAT! there better be food at these places tonight and i aint even playing! this is so dope tho. i mean, to live in the area my entire life, to work in the city for several years now and to have never paid attention to this event/evening... but the second i start to pursue this career in entertainment, all of these things u see on the news and u see commercials for and hear bout on the radio become a big deal. couldnt care less bout this last year, but this year im effin geeked for it. see if i could get some dope pics while im out tonight and psot for u guys on my next blog. im feeling it again, that feeling. im feeling this blogging think and the facebook post thing and the twitter, etc. but idk sometimes. if i post to facebook, should i hafta tweet? can i tweet what i put on fb? if so, would my followers be all pissed and be like 'U ALREADY SAID THAT STUPID!' idk lol i do know that, the cleaning lady is due at my house! after this, what im sure will be an amazing evening, i will hit yall back! get ready AY, its going down!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

still homophobic?

hey yalla been a minute. nuff of that... lol. are there still people out there that are homophobic? im sure there are... but my question is, WHY? i saw a sign in the city that reads 'if you dont like gay marriage, dont get gay married'. thats gotta be the truest shit ever! if you dont like it, dont do it! the same thing goes for guy on girl marrieages, if u dont like it dont do it. i really still find it mindboggling that people feel so negatively and strongly about things that have absolutely nothing to do with them in their personal lives. i know quite a few homosexual individuals and not to play into any stereotypes or puns but i swear they are the happiest and most fun people ive ever known.  gay girls and gay guys have always been a part of my life from a young age and im glad they were. i was brought upl differently. my momma did a great job, so i hear. lol. she didnt shelter me from shit or sugar coat anything. she let me know exactly what was what whenever or wherever we were. shes awesome. she exposed me to things that some people may decide against for their children, but surprisingly enuff everyone i know loves mea she had to do something right. even if it did mean to expose me to other liffestyles and whatnot. im grateful for her, because if that didnt do anything else.... it taught me to be tolerant. that people are people and however someone else is aint gonna ultimately determine how im gonna turn out. everyones decision is their own. dont be scared and dont hate... if u dont like it then dont do it, but dont give a hard time to those that like it and do it. grow the fuck up ppl! hit yall later

Monday, August 22, 2011

welcome back!

hey yall... been a long time, too damn long... hope yall aint mad me, had good reasons. doesent matter tho, because im back!  been doing some things while i was away, spent some time in the ER, been dieting, hit a cpl parties, had some interesteing encounters wit some folks. been good mostly, spirits have been high lately, aint go no complaints. learned recently that that crap i would find myself being bothered by wasnt even my crap... but when u care about people u tend to take their feelings into consideration and feel just as bad as they do about certain things and just as happy for them bout others. im good tho yall. gonna implement something new to future posts and gonna do my best to post daily. im having difficulty accessing my blog from my netbook, so i hafta either do this from my cell of my pc at home..... technology is grand, i love it! there has been a ton of things going on that id like to voice my opinion on, so we're gonna get that popping off this week as well.... get some currrent events going, some pictures up to accompany the blog... ya know, lets do it for real this time. my mgr believes shes learned some helpful tools for blog'ing, so im gonna let her show me this week and we'll take it from there. hey, thanks to the folks that kept checking for the blog and questioned its lack of content as of late.... that was a huge help in me starting to post again.... this was just a re-introduction to me and whats been happenning... hope to these ratings and the website traffic shoot up again. will hit u guys up soon

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

too many things, too many things, too many things....

hey folks! lotta things going on, A LOT! but thats good right? keeping busy is good? it is for me not just busy, im thinking too much too. i havent been posting becuz the things im thinking about are a lil too personal and my mgr wouldnt want me to share some of that shit. or would she? idk either way but i know i decided to not share. mainy becuz it involves other ppl and i aint tryna put nobody in the hot seat and have em all mad at me. i can say this, I LOVE MY LIFE! lol wouldnt change it for the world. why is it so bad for men to express their emotions? why do we feel like it makes us lesser of men. its not right. its not fair. why are women able to be as sensitive and emotional as they want but we hafta be these statue like creatures that acts like nothing bothers them. i wanna break that mold. i typically do what i want anyway, so it shouldnt be that difficult for me to start this trend up. would women want a super sensitive man? do women really want men to express their emotions? do women REALLY want men to tell the truth about what/how they feel? i dont think so ladies.... i dont think yall really want that. itll be too many heartbreaks and attitudes walking round here if yall really knew how we felt or what we were thinking.  we tell yall, well the smart men, tell yall what yall wanna hear and keep hidden how we really feel  if it aint what yall wanna hear. it gets deep. oh boy does it get deep. i dont wanna talk bout this anymore. imma post something better later, not feeling this

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

finally comfortable

its about damn time! after all the bs and emotional turmoil and the transition from this to that and the car issues and all the other crap, IM FINALLY COMFORTABLE. im managing my time better, im able to get more out of my days now. first i had to find my happiness and then i had to incoroporate productivity in there and now im good. feels nice. in the midst of it all i have been neglecting my blog and other social networking sites, but all in all im glad i did. i thank u guys for being patient with me and not cursing me out everytime u guys check out the site and didnt see any new posts. thank you. i appreciate you bearing with me during the whole ordeal. u guys end up benefitting from my comfortability... since im managing my time better, i can actually blog more often. so, YOURE WELCOME! lol. nice week this week. im going to the advance screening of CRAZY STUPID LOVE starring Steve Carrell... the event is hosted by radio personality Egypt and i am super psyched to go! My mgr and i were invited by celebrity photogrpaher Rowena Husbands (, she is incredible at what she does, making people look good in pics and essentially makig them famous. im blessed, so blessed to be surrounded by such awesome energies. everything is finally making sense and coming into fruition. things are finally going my way. cant wait to see whats next... got some new songs to record, got some things to upload onto some sites. im getting there yall, just had to get HERE (comfortable) first! stay tuned. hit yall later.... success feels good, ComeGet$ome (CG$)

Friday, July 22, 2011


hi. umm not sure if u guys know or not, but its effin VAN DAM FRYDAY!!!!! that means all your troubles will disappear today, or else VAN DAM will kick the shit out of em! lol. another work week coming to an end. thank god! its been to damn hot this week. word, its like haiti hot outside! the a/c at my job hasnt worked in weeks.... smdh...but for some reason, with all the bs, i still feel grand. dont cha love that? could be the lack of sleep all week and now im floating around like a zombie but either way im feeling invicible! went to a party thrown by SOPHISTA FUNK and hosted by celebrity photographer Rowena Husbands. shit was sick! had a blast! its a monthly party, im gonna post some info about as soon as i locate the email with the flyer. the party brings ppl together after work, has the dj spinning crazy joints and my fave part, it has the women going HAM! i got a chance to see some of my entertainment 'ladies' that i havent seen in forever, good times had by all! gonna get yall some more info on the monthly parties.... i gotta run, im at work sweatin my british balls off! next week yall!