Monday, May 30, 2011

Memorial day

hey yall, happy memorial day.  its too damn hot today. it was too damn hot yesterday.  i wont go and see my mother because she refuses to put her damn a/c on because she aint get a damn heat rash yet. andyway, my weekend was cool.  i saw bill bellamy perform standup at carolines on saturday.  celebrated my aunties bday and now that i think about it....it was too damn hot in carolines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i cant function when its too damn hot!  imm ahit yall tomorrow.
pz 

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Friday, May 27, 2011

ahhhh van dam fryday and also memorial day weekend....

sup folks? its memorial day weekend. ppl are bbq'ing and going to the beach and all that crazy jazz. i am working on monday, and pplease dont pity me. id much rather be making money than doing anything else with my time. yep. working on monday. let me take this out to wish yall a safe and happy holiday and i thank all yalls for reading and keeping in touch wit me. u wont soon regret it . my future is brighter than my mgr, which means it pretty goddamn bright. love yall, ttyl

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

whos responsible?

sup yall? ok, im in brooklyn last nite at bamboo lounge to bear witness to a panel of hip hop historians and industry folks and artists and entertainment executives who are all there to speak about hip hop in the 90s. im listening for hours and they brought up some really interesting points that i wont get into becuz the purpose of this post is to pose a question i was unable to ask lastnite. lol. i want to know who out there feeels like hip hop has a responsibility to its community? should hip hop artists and rappers be more conscious of what theyre saying and doing and the image they are portraying? im gonna give my feelings on this and you guys can air it out by leaving a comment. i dont believe that these rappers and/or hip hoppers have a responsibility to the community. we all have blamed music for being too violent and sending the wrong message etc, when the truth is it is absolutely sending the right message. it is sending the right message to the individuals that want to hear that message. we all seem to forget that it is jus entertainment. if u dont like it then dont listen. if it entertains u then by all means tune in. these artists, as much as we love to relate to them and think we all have something in common, are just entertainers. its their job to do what they do. unless their job is to babysit, teach children, or anything like that then theyre not doing anything wrong. i mean, who relies on a rapper to guide a child? thats crazy. these ppl are jus individuals who earn their living by putting out songs and video that obviously have a market or else they wouldnt be in business. heres a scenario, how about the adults who dont like this brand of music simply tune it out. just dont listen. and if u dont want ur kids listening to it, then dont let them listen. its not up to rappers to say things u want them to say for your kids. they dont ask u to help raise their children. its not up to athletes to do anything except be athletic and win. yea, theyre on tv but so are the horror movies and the mafia movies and the crime movies. thats all entertainent. i dont see anybody up in arms when denzel was a crooked cop saying that it sent a bad message. pure and simple, these ppl have jobs and careers. it may be different from urs but nonetheless its wut they do. we are not victims of bad music. we arent forced to listen to it, we listen becuz we want to. we all have choices in life, u have to make the right choice for u and yours. you cant and shouldnt rely on an entertainer to do anything for u except entertain you. there is no such thing as bad music, theres only a such thing as music thats bad to you. lets hear folks....

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

too soon?

idk if its becuz im rushing to end the hurt but i cant seem to force shake certain feelings and emotions. im usually good at this. i mean, im not sad. im notsuper excited lately either... idk, maybe its too soon for me to be celebrating and throwin parties, huh? or maybe when my house is completely a bachelor pad and im throwing retarded booty bashes itll all be better. i know one thing is for sure, i wont lose sleep or even another hour to this shit. i declare right now that i will shake it off and get shit poppin again. its weiird, becuz at the beginning of this post i was feeling pretty down but the last sentence my spirits turned around. see, see wut happens? think i just needed to say it out loud or in this case in txt in order to rid myself of the bad things festering inside. hey people, those feelings only exist becuz we want them there. i officially dont want them there anymore lol. and look at that, theyre gone. cool.... maybe its too soon to try and forget about her, but it aint too soon for me to start feeling better and capitalizing on the decision i made.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

why...black...women... WHAT?

just read an article that supposedly stated why black women are less physically attractive than non black women. for starters, i happen to interact with several black women everyday, prolly cuz im black. but seriously, the women in my life are absolutely incredible. they very well may be the finest sisters to walk the planet to be honest with you, but thats not what makes them beautiful. its the way they are. everyone has something about them that makes them special. it could be ur hair, ur brain, ur body, ur teeth, ur sense of humor, it could be anything. and the the best part about living in this life is that even though some jackass journalist thinks that u arent physically attractive, there are billions of other ppl out there who feel that u are just perfect.  ladies, im mean come on.... dont get worked up over the small stuff. my momma used to tell me to consider the source. that means when someone says something to u, before u pass judgement or get upset, ask urself if this person is qualified in said area of expertise to put forth said statement. with that being said, i bet you my first million the damn article was written by someone who doesnt prefer sisters, is not a sister, has been rejected by sisters, or has had a sister take their man. we all have our preference and who am i to say that this person is wrong. if thats how this person feels and thats what this person believes, then this person is right. he may be the only person that the statements seem right to, but nonetheless he is right. but lets be clear ppl, im an equal opportunity lover. therefore i pass judgement on no one and i know that how i feel is how i feel and they are just my feelings and opinions. and since this is my blog and i have the floor id like to say, in response to that article i read, black women are more physically attractive than non black women. not to say that other races arent hot, but just to say that i feel that black womean may be hotter. look at all the other races doing wut they can to get wut the sisters got. big tops, big bottoms, full lips, nice hips, big legs, wedding walks. i could go on for pages about my sisters.... the way they cook, the way they smell, the way the raise their children, the way they wear those house shoes and robes and tie that hair down while they cleaning up on s a saturday morning playing club music or old classic blue magic or al green. my sisters be doing it. so for all yall that read that shitty ass article, please remember that everyone is entitled to their opinion and consider the source. dont be offended, sisters aint for everybody, but they are for me. im glad he feels that way, one less person i gotta share my sugar with. love yall

Monday, May 16, 2011

today is the day...

ahhhhh...... today is the day.... today is the day that starts the new me. well im the same person, but with different short term goals and a different agenda. today is also the day that i found out that your seat on the bus can not be upgraded to a seat with extra leg room, and no one in the tristate area cares if ur tall, theyll still recline their seat when they see you coming.  could it be because i am way to excited and happy on a cloudy and rainy monday morning?  either way, the sourpusses are gonna hafta be sour, my new agenda doesnt have a time slot for me to deal with cranky commuters.  to do list is all in order, kickin ass, taking names and scratchin em off the list. today is the first day i get to see if i could keep a secret. today is the day of all days, get to change my locks today. overall im anxious to get this day started. hit yall later

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

case dismissed

blog blog blah. bin laden dead, the prince weds his princess, and sweet sugar suge has his first case that goes to trial dismissed. im not lucky, just fortunate.... im fortunate that the state trooper i was allegedly tailgaiting didnt come to trial and the judge, as seen on tv on a mayors tv show, threw the case out. its weird tho.... here is a self made man , who knows all the players in the state being one of the top judges in nj and def in the states biggest city, but he cant keep his eyes off of me. i mean, he tried looking at me at least ten times during the thirty seconds i stood before him and its like he couldnt focus in. its like he couldnt believe what he was seeing. its like he had never saw or heard anyone like me before. he kept blinking and trying to focus and gave it one last shot when i asked him the only question i asked, which also happened to be the only reason i even had to speak since i hired a lawyer. i asked at the end, do i need sign anything? then he could finallybzero in on me and simply answered no sir. i couldnt understand why he appeared to be in such awe of me while i stood in hiis courtroom couldnt understand why he blinked and squinted with such ferocity when attempting to focus on my face. it all made sense when i woke from my nap about four thirty today, turned my phone on and return a call to my mom. my star registry documents had arrived in the mail at her house today. the judge couldnt  believe what he saw....... he was in the presence of a star. and him being a star in his own right, he knew. not feeling great but that definitely feels good. in short, case dismissed.